God bless your sweet spirit Tiffany!! I too have known the sting of losing my baby boy. It was 33 years ago and he was 6 months old when he died of SIDS. Those were some very dark and painful days. We had the phrase "The crown without the conflict" inscribed on my son's marker, because we too felt our little guy was too precious and pure for this world. I am so glad you have such wonderful support,I unfortunatly witdrew from people. Looking back on that time, I think I felt that other people were judging me, but I know now that I was judging myself.I found out the day of my son's funeral that I was expecting again.Instead of it being a comfort, I was terrified that my new baby would die from SIDS also. Well that didn't happen, that baby now has a baby of her own.God bless you and your family!! You are helping others while healing yourself
I am so sorry about the loss of Ollie. I look at his pictures and just wonder how such a beautiful little guy could be gone. I found your blog through Cody and I can't imagine how hard this has been for you. But, please know that he is always with you and a part of your little boy lives through Poppy. I have a little cousin who recently just turned 2 and if anything ever happened to him i would be absolutely broken. (Its crazy how connected you become to little ones.) He means everything to me and after reading your story there is not a second that i take him for granted. if i had to sing wheels on the bus (which he LOVES) with him a million times i would do it happily. I am so sorry and all of my prayers are sent to you and your family. But you are extremely lucky to have Poppy now <3
I randomly came across your blog. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you. He is so beautiful. You are such a strong person. You and your family are in my prayers.
Hey, Chis and Tiffany.....I have been wanting to let you guys know that we have been thinking of you guys. I know "everyone" has a "I know someone or I had"...I don't...all I have is giving a beautiful child to a beautiful family in hopes to see her some day. I know I fell helpeless everyday wondering if I have become the best I can be to make her proud. Jonsiee and I love you guys and hope fot happiness for years to come. ♥ carly and jonsiee
God bless your sweet spirit Tiffany!! I too have known the sting of losing my baby boy. It was 33 years ago and he was 6 months old when he died of SIDS. Those were some very dark and painful days. We had the phrase "The crown without the conflict" inscribed on my son's marker, because we too felt our little guy was too precious and pure for this world. I am so glad you have such wonderful support,I unfortunatly witdrew from people. Looking back on that time, I think I felt that other people were judging me, but I know now that I was judging myself.I found out the day of my son's funeral that I was expecting again.Instead of it being a comfort, I was terrified that my new baby would die from SIDS also. Well that didn't happen, that baby now has a baby of her own.God bless you and your family!! You are helping others while healing yourself
ReplyDeleteThank you! Helps to hear your story and know I can get through this. XO
DeleteI am so sorry about the loss of Ollie. I look at his pictures and just wonder how such a beautiful little guy could be gone. I found your blog through Cody and I can't imagine how hard this has been for you. But, please know that he is always with you and a part of your little boy lives through Poppy. I have a little cousin who recently just turned 2 and if anything ever happened to him i would be absolutely broken. (Its crazy how connected you become to little ones.) He means everything to me and after reading your story there is not a second that i take him for granted. if i had to sing wheels on the bus (which he LOVES) with him a million times i would do it happily. I am so sorry and all of my prayers are sent to you and your family. But you are extremely lucky to have Poppy now <3
ReplyDeleteI randomly came across your blog. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart aches for you. He is so beautiful. You are such a strong person. You and your family are in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteHey, Chis and Tiffany.....I have been wanting to let you guys know that we have been thinking of you guys. I know "everyone" has a "I know someone or I had"...I don't...all I have is giving a beautiful child to a beautiful family in hopes to see her some day. I know I fell helpeless everyday wondering if I have become the best I can be to make her proud. Jonsiee and I love you guys and hope fot happiness for years to come. ♥ carly and jonsiee
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