......

Numb.

 Just numb today.

 This new reality is hard.

But I sure do love my Poppers and my sweet Christopher!

Thankful my family is coming to visit tomorrow! Yippee. I need to see them

and give them long hugs.

I always feel so sad when my family comes to sleep over and they see
 Ollies room for the first time with out him being here...they always have a really really hard time...and cry a lot.
it will be sad for my Grams,my little brother who was Ollies best buddy and my sweet parents....