Thursday, February 28, 2013


My days are now consumed with my sweet Poppy. 
I kiss her so much.

Can you kiss a baby too much?

I squeeze her and smell her. She smells just like Ollie!!
I tell her I love her almost every minute. It is slowly healing me.

Those rosy cheeks are just like her brothers. 
That face warms my heavy heart.

I live in the moment, like I have said a million times before. 
This is how I make it through the day. 
Not the past. Not the future. The moment. Here and now.

*I do get sad cause my life has faded out Ollie and been taken over by Poppy.

A nice video to bring some hope into your lives. 
Its called: Mountains to Climb 


  1. Dear Tiffany,
    I don't know you but follow your blog every day. I'm so sorry you are going through this trial and pray for you to have some peace throughout your day. You are so inspiring to me, to read your thoughts and share your feelings helps me too. I hope you will keep in mind that Heavenly Father doesn't ask you to move that huge gigantic boulder - He justs asks you to push and He will do the rest.
    Love and hugs from sunny Arizona!

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  3. I love this sweet picture of her! She looks adorable, I wish I could kiss and squeeze her! I miss you guys! I am happy that poppy can bring some great joy into your life! love you! oxox

  4. I am so happy that you and Chris have Poppy. She is such a sweetie pie. We don't have kids but I do know that you can't give your baby too many kisses. =)

  5. I think about your family every day.

  6. Looking at her picture makes me smile. Poppy is so cute! You are a sweet mommy. I'm glad you shower her with love. Babies can never have too many kisses!

    Ollie would have been such a good big brother. I feel so sad that you don't get to see them interact with each other (at least for now). I wish that you could have both your children with you. Keep taking it a day at a time. One day you will all be together and your heart will feel complete again.

    Love to you.

  7. hello beautiful. tiff you are such a great mother and poppy and ollie love you just as much as you love them. you and chris are so amazing in all you do!!! i am so glad that you see ollie in poppy and that she is helping heal you. i feel so helpless every day and wish there was more i could do but for now.... XOXOXOXZO!!! oh and we finally bought a car so maybe i could take a road trip and still your mom and bring her too.... just a tought. but anyhow i love you and hope you a good and happy day today. much love lovely ;)

  8. Tiffany,
    Your sweet Poppy is so beautiful. It is bittersweet to keep on living and focusing on others when our hearts ache so dearly for our little ones we had to say goodbye to. I would love to email/text with you. You can send me your phone number at Sending love and prayers to you.