How do you repair a broken heart?
Where do you begin?
Do you start picking up the tiny, shattered pieces?
Is it even really possible to mend?
Will it ever be the same heart again?
I experienced such pain the moment I found Ollie dead that I thought I might die too. It was more horrific than I have words to describe. From others who have experienced such loss---this is totally normal. I can tell you it really really sucks and is awful but, you can survive through this pain.
Here is a link to an actual cause of death---A Broken Heart