This morning I am so thankful for the
"little loves"
Ollie
left behind for us to see and remember him.
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One day he drew on his dresser with a permanent marker and I thought it was funny because he had marker on his new white shirt (a friend-Megan-bought it from janie and jack, it was his most expensive shirt) and a few marks on his cute little face. I didn't get mad at him. I never got made at him, he was too cute, except one time, maybe I will share that another time. I am so glad he wrote his signature on the dresser because I look at it every single morning when I dress Poppy.
Another day I caught him tearing every page from the book "Three billy goats gruff". I didn't get mad once again but I was sad cause this was Chris' favorite book from when he was young. For some reason we kept the book and I am so glad now. I see it every time I pick out a book for Pop. I love it!
One other
"little love"
Ollie
left us was putting my purple toothbrush into the wall heater. We never used the wall heater so I wasn't concerned it would melt. I remember that day, it was just the day before he passed away, I couldn't find my toothbrush I looked everywhere. I remember using a different one that day. It wasn't until that Saturday after we took Ollie off life support, I remember sitting on the toilet and looking in front of me and I saw my toothbrush. I remember thinking "oh how cute is he"? I don't want to take it out because I love seeing it and thinking of him putting it in that perfect little hole with his tiny, grimy fingers!
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Thank you Ollie for leaving behind some
"little loves".
I miss you more and there isn't a minute that goes by I don't think of you. I love you and am patiently waiting to see and hold you again. Until then, help us have hope in Gods plan and to endure this life. All my love. Momma
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| It almost looks like a mouse or something! Cute! |
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| It s hard to see the purple toothbrush, but its in that hole! |
